A Drop of Water

We are individualized expressions of Source/God/All That Is that were gifted with this new experimental experience in which we were given/are being given a blank canvas on which to express ourselves through third dimensional experiences. This experiment has resulted/is giving birth to a new form of consciousness that is individualized focus. Having created this, the next step in this experiment is to merge back into Source/God/All That Is while retaining our individualization. We are the I AM in the WE ARE. This is the hero’s journey on a much grander scale, where the hero goes out into the world, has his/her adventures and then returns home changed and baring gifts from the journey. The I AM is our gift to Source. The power of the I Am is choice. After identifying with the individualized experience, we think that going “back” to Source is giving up who we are – thus To Be God, I have to die. We have never not been Source or one with All That Is. We identify with being a drop of water in the ocean of God yet we are aware of ourselves as a drop and as we open to expanding awareness, we become aware of the other drops of water near us, those with whom we have chosen to connect, and then we expand even further, becoming aware of even more drops until we see clearly the view of Source/Ocean in all its entirety from the viewpoint of a drop of water. We are the One in the All. The last step is the first step. This is breaking free from something we were never bound to. This is seeing everything we have created around us and seeing/feeling/being the Source that makes it all up – both literally and figuratively. This is the new thought: merging separate from and a part of together. The electrical charge of this new thought is massive – it has taken both millions of years and an instant to get to this miraculous point in time and space where this new thought is ready and charged. We are the new thought. Our very existence is the new thought. We have simply to truly see who we are to ride this new thought wherever we choose to go. By being the new thought, we dissolve our “previous” constructs and start anew, choosing with conscious intention what had been constructed by the “old” thought – that we are separate from Source. The new thought is both together and separate – holding that bridge between who we are and who I am. I am the love that I have for my child and my parent and my lover together with I am/we are the love that is everything that makes up the Universe.  I Am that We Are – We Are that I Am. And so it is. 

The Power of Love

GS: The power of love is a magnificent ability that you have perfected in your third dimensional environment. Whereas in other dimensions love is all pervasive, in yours love appears to be a choice. You can feel love or you can choose another, more reactionary expression of emotion. Yet love is the foundation of the fabric of your being, whether you are consciously aware of this or not. Becoming aware of the love that you are strengthens the power of love in your universe and allows you to amplify the thoughts that create your reality. By claiming love, by infusing your thoughts with the love that you are consciously, you charge your thoughts with power and expand their effect in the creation of your reality, Embrace the love that you are and know it to be your finest tool with which to paint your life.

Breathe the Love!

GS: The joy in your heart is radiating outward for all to see. You no longer need to hide this joy for fear of losing it or having it taken away. Joy and love are as pervasive as the air you breathe and they are just as necessary as this air. Why limit your access to love and joy? Why try to store and hold onto it? This is as futile as holding your breath to try to hold onto the air your need to exist in physical reality. Let energy flow into you and out from you just as your breath does. Know that your energy is changed just as the air you breathe is changed inside your lungs. You take in the oxygen and let go of the carbon dioxide, giving plants fuel to grow. So is the love and joy you bring into you changed and flavored by the being of who you are and then it goes forth into the world with your personal blessing back into the Is-ness of All That Is. This exquisite dance is the basis for life as you know it, The All into the One back into the All. With each breath, breathe in love and joy and energy and exhale love and joy and energy and feel the flow in all its glorious freedom.

When I Believe it, I See it

We hear a lot about “Ask and it shall be delivered” and “If you believe it, you get it.” But I would also like to point out the truth of the reverse – look at what is being delivered and know that you have asked for it. Notice how you are seeing your life and your world and your reality and know that within that lens through which you perceive your world are all the beliefs that make your world-view possible. If you don’t think you know what you believe, look at your life! It is not possible to perceive something as such without the beliefs that enable that seeing. And the biggest gift we have as sons and daughters of God, as the gods of us, is the ability to change our reality simply by changing our beliefs. There is no limit of perception that we cannot shift to freedom and joy. The evidence of our beliefs lies all around us, surrounds us in the illusion of fact and reality but in truth here are the clues that we can unravel to create a more happy and joyful life. Many of us choose every day to create our lives unconsciously using the hand-me-down beliefs from generations of our ancestors and co-habitants on this planet Earth. But now we have a new thought – a new choice – to live a consciously creating life by shifting the old beliefs to ones of our own choosing that align more closely to who we want to be – to who we already are and are just awakening to the knowledge of that magnificence. And my highest conscious choice through which to view my life and thereby my world is love. Let love color all that I see and feel and travel out into the Universe of Me to strike chords of joy in the heart of the collective. Now.

 

Circle

GS: You are powerful beyond your wildest imagination. You are just beginning to be consciously aware of the innate god given abilities you have to manifest your life as you so choose. You can indeed be particular or general. You create the vibration you want to live in and the events will unfold to match the love that you are generating. Be at peace. Know you are safe and secure because you ARE your safety and security. Know you are loved because you are LOVE. You are the essence of all that you have searched for. There is nowhere to look because it is all already here. You are doing a much better job of trusting and allowing. Now open your heart wide and let the universe serve you in the best way you allow. The higher the love vibration, the greater the return. The greater the return, the higher the love vibration. It is all connected in a great big happy circle of life.

Reaction, Truth and Knowing

I love it when a word or phrase triggers in me a further expansion. Such was the case last week when listening to Dee Wallace’s Conscious Creation internet show on Thursday, July 11th. What Dee said was:

“So it is up to us now to move out of reaction of the non-truth into the freedom of what is the truth.”

And a voice in my minds goes “OH!” If I am in reaction, I am perceiving a non-truth. We are so used to just going through our day, looking at everything we see and experience as real life, as fact, as truth. BUT, if I am having a reaction (and I can recognize a reaction if I am experiencing fear, anger, etc. – any response in me that I don’t like) then I can know beyond a shadow of a doubt that what I think I am seeing as real and true is not so. If I am in reaction, I am not seeing the truth. I am seeing through a filter of my own making that distorts what I am seeing with my beliefs about what something means. So I can acknowledge my reactions for serving me because they point to the places where I do not see the truth. Judging my reactions as “bad” or disregarding them misses the gift that reactions can give us. And when I am having a reaction, I can tell myself that what I am seeing – the perceived disaster or calamity or rude behavior – isn’t real but is a result of my thinking about the world and by changing my thought, by choosing a different, more conscious belief through which to view the event, I can open myself to new possibilities that turn any event into an opportunity for experience and joy. Ultimately, everything we see in this third dimensional plane is filtered through our beliefs so why not choose beliefs that allow joy and love to reflect back to us? If we truly understood death, then even the loss of a loved one doesn’t have the deep searing pain of loss attached because we know that no one is truly gone. This doesn’t mean we don’t miss them but a conscious perspective on death can open us up to maintaining the connection of love through the “veil.” There is no thing that cannot be perceived differently and it is my power and grace to do so consciously as the god of me that I Am.

Another phrase that resonated with me was when Jarrad Hewett said something beautiful on a call last week. “It’s knowing it in your heart not looking for it in your mind.” I think that many of us, myself included, define knowing as a function of the mind. Knowing is somewhere we arrive at after we gather information and figure things out, or so we think. However, knowing is nothing of the sort and is not arrived at through the collection of data. What if knowing is a feeling? What if my knowing is an unfolding sensation inside my heart that blooms whenever truth is seen? Or that truth is seen whenever my knowing unfolds in my heart? I do not have adequate words to describe my knowing except that I know what it feels like and I intend to promote and encourage my knowing to expand and blossom.

One Moment

GS: You learn more from one moment of purely realized bliss than you do in all the books in the world. One moment, touching into your open heart, feeling the deep connection that you have to your greater energetic being, pulling forth the love and joy that is yours to radiate in your divine light. Rejoice in your blessings upon this earth and give thanks for the focus in time and space that you occupy Yours is a unique perspective because it is the only one that you choose. The path is always before you and by your choice to walk upon it do you make it righteous. There is no should or supposed to . There is only your choice and how you allow your energy to flow with this choice. Open and allow and let go of judgment and limitation and you will feel the life that you have always dreamed of appear around you as you walk.

Passion

I was struck by something I heard in a talk last week. What the speaker said was that we put more passion into our worries than we do to paying our bills. From this, I saw a picture of a pot of water that we want to boil so we can make spaghetti. Our passions, or what we feel intensely about, feed the fire that energizes the water that causes the water to boil which gives us the medium in which to place our intention (pasta) to create what we want (dinner). But what we frequently have done is equate passion with intensity with hard work with struggle so we think that struggle is the same as passion. Think of all the variations we have in this world for the act of creating a child. The act can be brutal and non-consensual  and violent or it can be two clear eyed lovers coming together to express love and joy and ecstasy. We think we need force and effort to create the intensity of emotion needed for creation but love and joy and passion are much more effective. To consciously choose our desires and fuel them with passionate feelings of joy and divine love is the way we make love with ourselves and create our intentions. To feed our worries and fears with struggle is praying for what we don’t want. So, I am choosing to love myself!! I may even buy myself dinner first!!!!

Remember

GS: It is time for you to center and remember who and what you are. Forgetting this by falling into the chaos of your surface thoughts is not helpful. Remembering your true nature and dropping into your open heart are most helpful. It is from this center core that you can manifest that which is most pleasing to you. What do you want? You want to be happy and joyful and peaceful and aligned with the Universal flow, yes? You do this from your open heart, not by worrying and fretting. There appears to be a conflict to you between wanting what you want now and your perception of divine timing. In actually, your hold fears about divine timing in that you are afraid what you want will never come. This is the “is it here yet, no” energy that is also not helpful. Relax. Open your heart. Picture yourself as a basin that is creating the water with which to fill itself. The Universe is providing the water, you are providing the readiness to received. This is co-creation. Open and allow are key words to focus on. Open your heart and allow yourself to receive…love, flow, abundance, serenity, joy. Trust that the Universe loves you as much as you are willing to love yourself.
 

Choice and Creation

1.       We are not in the process of learning to create. We are in the process of learning to CONSCIOUSLY create. Therefore, we are shifting from automatic subconscious responses and reactions to consciously chosen thoughts and actions.

2.       We are guided by what we are attracted to. That which appeals to us, that which brings the most joy, that which inspires passion and love are the obvious choices to explore.

3.       There is no right path or wrong path to follow. There is no plan for the course of our lives. We can choose to explore ANYTHING. If we do not enjoy the results of our choice, we simply choose again.

4.       Many of us spend a lot of time worrying about straying from the path, making a mistake, losing our way, and wondering if there is something better out there that we could have had if we had made another decision. These are all mind games that lead nowhere.

5.       Judgment, condemnation and blame all originate from automatic subconscious belief systems. There are always other perspectives from which to choose.

6.       Nothing we see is real in that what we think is truth and fact and reality is instead projections of our beliefs about what is true and fact and reality. So we literally change reality by changing our beliefs about reality and thereby changing our perspective. We are free to change our beliefs about anything at any time, although any time is always now. The key to this is first noticing that what you see before you is merely your belief.

7.       All our history, all our past, all our dreams of the future do not exist except for the beliefs we hold about them in the present moment. So the memory of the trauma that happened when we were young is only as real and as powerful  as the energy we feed it in the present. The unfed memory does not exist and has no power. To change the past, we change our perspective about the past and thereby create a different memory.

8.       We don’t really want the “things” we think we want. We want things because we think they will make us feel differently. However, we can only feel differently if we choose to feel differently by changing our thoughts, not through the things around us. We are human generators. We generate feelings which have frequencies and vibrations and these frequencies and vibrations go out into the world and then are reflected back to us. So if we want more joy, we become more joy that radiates more joy so that even more joy comes back to us. Winning the lottery does not make us joyful. Being joyful about money gives us all the money we desire. Having a relationship does not complete us. Knowing that we are already whole in our own energy and as the One Energy is our completeness.

9.       You can choose to view your body as a machine and the world as the result of a series of accidents and survival of the fittest. OR. You can choose to be the love that you already are, feel the joy that is in each and every cell of your body, radiate the pure divine light that is your true nature and know that with each golden thought that you project out into the Universe, you make God smile. The choice is yours. The choice is all of ours.

Simple Joy

GS: The joy you feel is in proportion to the amount of flow and energy you allow yourself to be open to. Opening your heart and looking at life through the lens of the heart automatically bring expansion and flow into your life. It is that simple. It is not about doing the perfect ritual or saying the perfect affirmation. It is about feeling joy and allowing that joy to radiate outward with your light. Your particular color and vibration of joy light is unique to you and the world is waiting for you to release this joy into your environment where it is bounced back to you tenfold. Cherish your life. Love yourself. Feel your joy. It is all so simple. You are blessed beyond measure. You have only to be aware enough to see all the blessings.

Capacity for Joy

GS: Your capacity to maintain high levels of energetic vibration is dependent upon your beliefs about your own capacity. You do not believe you can hold the highs for too long. You believe this is tempting fate to punish you for daring to reach too high, to ask for too much. This is not law or fact. You can change your perception of your capacity for energy at any time and the time you choose will always be in the now moment. Open your heart to the One Energy that you are and expand the capacity that you allow yourself to feel. This will increase the flow of the One Energy from, to and through you and thus also increase your ability for conscious manifestation. Hold the focus of being an individual expression of the One Energy while simultaneously being one with the One Energy and your flow will be smooth and consistent and expansive. You are Whole within yourself and Whole within the Whole. Feel the joy that you are and your vibration automatically raises. Discard the belief that joy needs to be paid for and instead know that it is your divine right destiny to feel and give and receive joy and love and exuberant passion. And so it is.
 

Red or Blue?

What I woke up this morning thinking about is how we decide what we want and claim this goal as an intention. For example: Let's pretend I want a blue car. Now, I believe that what I decide to want is my decision and responsibility. It is not someone else’s job to validate or approve of what I want unless I believe it is and thereby throw wrench number one into the conscious creation process. (I believe I am the god of me but I believe you are the god of me too – I have the power but you have the power—and thus a paradox is formed and conscious creation is stalled.) So I claim my intention, feel the joy of having a blue car in my life and know I am creating a blue car in my life – and then I go about looking through craigslist and asking friends and going to car dealerships for my blue car, otherwise known as taking action. So the next day, someone calls me and starts talking about this great red car that someone is selling cheap. So then I say to myself – but I wanted a blue car! This sounds like a great deal. Do I go with what the Universe is putting in my path? Is this compromising my intention? Do I really need a blue car when a red car will work just as well? Why do I want a blue car? Am I doing this creation process right? Doubt and confusion set in but I stop my thinking mind and go back into my heart and ask myself as the god of me – why do I want a blue car? Is it because my beloved dad always drove a blue car and by driving a blue car I believe that my dad is still around, loving me? So from this place in my open heart, I make a new choice between the blue car of my dreams, the red car of my current reality, or whatever the Universe can create for me next.

Now this is a hypothetical case (I really want an orange car!) but I have noticed this in my life and the lives of my friends. How specific do we choose to be in our intentions? I don’t believe there is any law dictating an answer here beyond my own beliefs in the matter. I have asked the Universe for a specific color of cat and gotten exactly what I have asked for – twice. So we can all have a blue car if we want one. However, if what we really want is to know our dad still loves us or to prove to ourselves we are the gods of us, that is a different story. We can choose clarity and awareness of our true desires. I believe that the Universe brings to us the best opportunities based on all that we currently believe so if we don’t like the choices we seem to be given then we need to examine our beliefs more thoroughly, change beliefs where needed and make clearer choices. Our hearts always know what we want.

We have all heard the phrase “Let go and let God.” So if we are at the Conscious Creation Restaurant and we are looking over the menu, do we go into our heart and choose the menu choice that most appeals to us or do we smile at the waiter (he’s cute!) and say “I’ll have the Universal Chef’s Special” knowing that it will be made with the freshest ingredients and comes from the inspiration of universal flow? I am not even sure there is a “right” answer to this question other than the one we choose. 

Certainty

GS: The feeling you are experiencing at this time is a reaction to your beliefs. You are uncertain what is coming up for you in your life. However, certainty is not to be found outside of yourself. Certainty is who you are not what happens to you. When you are fully engaged with the certainty of who you are, the Universe reflects back that certainty to you. When you are love, love Is reflected back as well. Radiate your light even when it seems to be dark outside, especially when it is dark outside. Find comfort in who you are, in what you give and receive from those beloveds in your life. Seek out joy and joy will find you.
 

Hopes and Dreams

After writing yesterday’s blog on Magical Thinking, I had it pointed out to me that I equate Magical Thinking with hoping and dreaming and that I have a huge judgment that this is bad and doing it wrong. I now see a whole belief system that I have held telling me not to hope and dream because I will only be disappointed and hurt. This belief system was designed by me to protect myself but it now keeps me from knowing what I want and accessing the emotion of what I truly desire which is an integral part of conscious creation. Hoping and playing with dreams is fun and helps generate enthusiasm and joy for what we want in our lives. This is a good thing. Staying in hope and dreamland and never taking actions to actualize our dreams can leave us feeling stuck but that is because of not taking action, not because of the hopes and dreams. I had thrown out the baby with the bathwater!! So I am now embracing my hopes and dreams with love and joy and promising to nurture them into action and manifestation in my life. I am so in awe of how life works – how the perfect realization comes along to me like a gift at the exact perfect moment. Ain’t life grand?

Magical Thinking

I have been thinking today about the difference between conscious creation and magical thinking Magical thinking is thinking that specific words and specific thoughts you think or rituals you perform will create your life. Conscious creation is a state of being where we participate within the One Energy by directing it to what we choose and through this, direct our lives. These two things feel different but our mind frequently tells us that magical thinking is the same as conscious creation, thereby keeping us in the need to be perfect in our thoughts and practices. Magical thinking has an underlying feeling of disbelief, like I really don’t feel this will work but I will keep doing it anyway in order to keep myself safe. There is an underlying feeling of fear and panic to magical thinking. Conscious creation feels like serenity and knowing and peace and love for self and love for life. It is an entirely different animal. Magical thinking can serve us as it allows the idea that we can affect our reality into our belief system. Magical thinking can morph into conscious creation once the necessary feelings are generated. Open your heart, allow yourself to feel the One Energy that is part of you, that you are a part of, feel this One Energy and know it is there to serve you. Claim your power and shift your magical thinking into the state of conscious creation and then you will be in the flow. And so it is!

Addendum

When we commit to a choice and take action, the state of conscious being in our open heart asks for our trust so that we allow the One Energy to respond to our requests. Taking action in fear stems the flow of the One Energy and slows down the speed of creation. This time can be used to become comfortable with the changes in our energetic makeup and as our comfort increases, we allow the One Energy to flow more smoothly. So in one respect, fear serves us by regulating our creation into what we believe to be more manageable bites. Too much fear and allowing fear to stop our actions however, also stops our conscious creation and the One Energy is not engaged. Letting go, or the final step in the creation process, is a commitment to trust that the Universe and the One Energy will respond to our chosen course of action. Without releasing fear, either immediately or gradually, we cannot remain in the state of conscious creation. Furthermore, our beliefs about the ease or hardness of creation either facilitate or hamper the flow of One Energy available to us. Embracing trust in Self, in Source that is the One Energy, in Easy and Simple, and in our own Knowing are key components to the state of conscious being. We are always our own highest answer and trusting this knowledge is an integral part of conscious creation.

Perceptions

Here are some of the things rolling around in my brain this morning. I am writing this all out to help myself focus and offering this to you to open my heart.

1.       We are all creating ourselves and our lives in each and every moment either through conscious choice, through reactions stemming from subconscious belief systems, or a combination of both.  We do not need to “learn” to create. What we are learning is how to hold conscious focus and intent while creating what we choose.

2.       At least for me, I subconsciously think that “conscious” means thinking. Conscious is not a thought. Conscious is a state of being. Thoughts are the byproducts of beliefs that live in our minds. Creating from the mind is creating from these subconscious belief systems and these beliefs systems reign over our lives like an autopilot when we are not in a state of being conscious. The perspective we want to create from is an open heart where we can allow conscious intent and focus to give ourselves access to the One Energy. Learning to consciously create is learning what it feels like to be in our open hearts and perceiving our life and our choices from this perspective.

3.       All things work together for good to them that love God, and as we are the god of us, if we love ourselves, all things work together for good. All of life serves us. All the events, all the people, all our choices serve and support us. Everything either reflects back to us the glory that we are or shows us where we are not allowing our glory to shine through.

4.       Dividing ourselves, dividing our energy, leads to a feeling of being stuck. I want it but I don’t want it. Do I want A or B? Getting unstuck is simple. Make a choice, commit to this choice and take an action. Any choice, any action, as all choices and actions serve us. Believing that there is one right choice over all the possibilities keeps us in the place of feeling stuck. However, “being stuck” can serve us and allow us time to integrate new concepts and perspectives before taking action. Timing and speed of creation is a matter of preference and perception. Ultimately, all creation occurs in the now.

5.       Perceiving ourselves as a mind and a heart is still separation. From an open heart, we can embrace and integrate our heart with our mind and feel the one happy whole that we are. To be fully conscious and fully in our open hearts, we must accept with love the totality of who we are.

6.       Cherish and nurture those activities and feelings that foster an open heart. Gratitude, dance, music, loved ones, pets, expressing yourself, chocolate!! So many happy choices!!

7.       There are no bad choices. There are no good choices either. There is simply a Universe of experience to explore and create in. Some choices make us happy, some do not. Learn from this. When we fly in the fullness of our magnificent being-ness, we create from bursts of joy and love and this is reflected back to us with all possibilities.  Our lives are like a chorus of angels singing and each voice is a choice and we can sing any part and love the part we sing and participate in the beauty that all voices joined together create.

8.       Giving and receiving are the same. You give to receive and receive to give. The Universe operates from the equal exchange of energy.

I ask all of me to come forward together to claim and know myself as one happy healthy prosperous whole, easily and simply, through the divine love that I AM. And so it is.

Thanks for listening.

Choice

Today, I am thinking about limitation and choice. Having no choice is the epitome of limitation. Yet I can also see how we sometimes view making a choice as limitation. If we choose A, then we cannot experience B or C, or so we think. If I choose to eat cake for dinner, I am unlimited. If I choose to eat a balanced diet, then I am limited. Yet if I eat cake for dinner all the time, I gain weight and am not happy with this result. Furthermore, we frequently add the belief that there is only one “right” choice so we had better choose correctly! This leads to a constant state of indecision, an unwillingness to commit to anything and feeling stuck. Binge eating, binge spending, grabbing all the “good” we can get before it is taken away again – patterns born of limitation and a fear of choice and commitment. However, I can choose a different perspective. What if choice is not a limitation but a means of creating action. If I choose to walk out the door, then I must act upon this choice to have it manifest. I have to get up out of the chair and walk out the door. And by going through the door, I open my life up to the Universe that is waiting to greet and support me. So if I want to live my life Bigger, I embrace my god-as-me ability to take action in my life and thereby create all the desires of my heart. And I make all my choices from my open heart. I AM God in Action. And so it is.

Joy

Ever since last week when it was brought to my attention, I have been thinking a lot about how I have limited joy in my life. I think the way the belief goes is “If I don’t let myself feel joy and happiness too much, then bad things won’t happen.” Kind of like a Zen-like voodoo spell. This has been my definition of balance, that to guarantee my safety and to feel secure, I must sacrifice joy. So seeing as conscious creation is a natural extension of the joy I feel, is it any wonder that I have ended up with a lackluster life? I like my life, kind of like I like French Toast, but I have not been in LOVE with my life and excited by my life because I have not let myself fully feel the JOY of life. In addition, I have noticed several instances over the past months of hearing about “offers” and “opportunities” that I decided must be scams because they were “too good to be true,” i.e. that their possibility was more than my mind would allow into my life. ENOUGH of this!!! I AM open to All Possibility. I AM Joy and Freedom and Balance and Flow. I love my life and allow the fullness of joy to fill my being!! And so it is.