This morning I was thinking about money and wondering what beliefs I hold that keep me in a space that struggles and worries about having enough. This is what came through. This may be one of the first instances where I have actually had a question and feel that it was answered. Cool.
relationship with money is a tangled one. You want it to be there without you
having to think about it. There is nothing intrinsically wrong with this idea
yet you believe there is. You inherited the idea that money and possessions are
something you must work hard for so money coming easily seems counter to that.
You like nice things yet you feel guilty for having them. You feel excess is
being greedy. You hold onto things for fear they will be gone. This is perhaps
the most dense of your beliefs. Holding onto things stops the flow of universal
abundance. The more your income reduces, the tighter you hold onto what is
left. This fear of running out of things, money, love, parents, people, is at
the core. The fear of losing. Imbalances occur when you overcompensate by over-consuming
those things, food, books, that you allow yourself while obsessing over the
lack in other areas of your life. This ties into the fear of not having creative
power over your own life neatly. However, you have the creative power to release these beliefs in an
instant as does everyone else. Do you fear to let go of a belief for fear of
losing this as well? Your belief is familiar and while it may not have served
you well, it has at least served you. What would happen to your life if you did
not steer it with these old beliefs? Perhaps a space for new things would open.
Perhaps you can choose new beliefs based in love, in a safe universe, based in
wholeness and completeness. You need not search for completeness outside of
yourself. If you are whole within, then there is nothing you can lose that will
have any effect. You can never be less than the magnificence that you are. Feel
the wholeness. From a knowledge of the wholeness that is your divine essence,
you can allow the flow of abundance to flow through you, soaking in what you
love and passing it on to all who you meet and transact with. This
participation in the flow of abundance comes from and stems from your innate
being that is wholeness and love. Choose wholeness. Choose to know the wholeness that you already are. Feel this shift now. As so it is.