I woke up this morning wondering what else I need to realize about my relationship with money. I have uncovered and explored issues of trust, asking for help, fear of rejection. But today I was wondering if there was something I was overlooking. This led me to the issue of more. Perhaps the issue is in allowing myself to dream bigger, to visualize bigger. To allow into my consciousness the possibility of fabulous, wonderful, spectacular. To let myself create something bigger than I have ever dared think of. Can I have some more, please?
GS: You have lived a very tightly controlled life. You allow little bits of life to
come in at a time. You have been curled up in a ball energetically for many
years. Hiding the light that you are, fearful
of rejection, that life would slap you down, punish you for actions you didn’t
know were wrong. However, you are now beginning to see the lie that this way of
thinking is. You also fear being greedy, taking more than your share. As if
what you create for yourself has any effect on what is available for anyone
else. So let yourself make room in your heart for more. Feel what more would
feel like. Would it mean giving up your quiet safe little life? Perhaps. But
any change would do so. So why not consciously choose more when the changes
that less brings would be far less desirable. Choose more desire. Choose more
light. Choose more energy. Choose more love. Let your life amaze you.