Being Me

GS: You try so hard to come up with something to do, to think, to feel that will change you into something you already are. Stop trying so hard. Life can be easy. Being you can be easy because you cannot be anything else. The judgments you have placed upon yourself do not effect who you are. Release them. Let them flow into the river of that which does not define you. Let the spring of who you are flow outward from your heart, encompassing your body, encompassing the room you are in, the whole world you live in, the whole Universe. Expand the boundaries of that which you think of as yourself. You are so much more. Bring the more down into your everyday awareness. Walk as if the whole Universe is inside you. Because it is.

Preference

GS: You claim to believe that you create your own reality. Yet it has only been this year, after years and years of feeling that your life is beyond your control, that you are actually examining how you create your reality. Part of you still needs some convincing. Thus you have created your waiting time between intention and manifestation. This waiting is a gift which allows you to fully experience and become conscious of all the compacted beliefs that make up your belief system at this time. Break them free, break your energy free from dead end beliefs and doomsday thoughts and allow your world to expand and grow. Let your imagination loose to picture all that you would like to experience. There is no limit except that which you choose. And limits, being choices,  are one way to sequence your experiences. But create the limits you choose out of preference, not by default through fear. You can eat your whole meal at once, mixing all the food together, or you can savor each bite and appreciate the nuances of taste and smell. How you experience, how you create is your choice as much as what you experience is. Trust your preferences. There is no hurry. There is no race. There is as much to be gained by taking your time as there is by rushing to the finish. Perhaps, in your opinion, more. 

What If

You have a grand and glorious picture in your head of what you should be doing, how your life should be played out. However, at the same time, you have voices in your head that tell you about how hard life is, how unfair, how impossible, how selfish it is to get what you want. Your grand and glorious designs are smothered by these thoughts, covered up and hidden from even you. Now is the time to blow away the smokescreen that hides your true nature. Let your being expose her light and shine forth with abandon. Fear served to protect you once upon a time but that story is over now and you are writing a grand and glorious epic starring you and everyone you know. A story with heroes and adventures and a fanfare of trumpets, a story that will fulfill the deepest part of you and will exactly reflect your true glorious being. Write your new story with flare, with passion, with the divine love that you are. There is no room for fear In your story because joy has filled you up. What if your life can really be all you dream of and more? What if by merely setting your clear intention, your desires are made manifest? What if you are the god that creates your own life? Isn’t it about time to find out?

Annoyance

GS: Much like how what you are attracted to and what excites you are markers that show you your path, so are annoyances markers for where your energy is feeding judgment. It is things you have judged as wrong, as mistakes, as shameful, as unnecessary, as bad, as evil, as untruth that annoy you. So instead of falling into annoyance, notice the judgment and refocus your energy into something you choose to create instead. Much energy is spent on judgment and that in and of itself is not wrong, it is a way to learn. However, you can choose to learn in different ways, choose to use your energy to create, to express love, to live joyfully. You oftentimes feel you have everything already figured out however there are things in plain sight that you are so used to, so familiar with, that you walk right by them and never notice. Annoyance and irritation are ways of getting your attention. So don’t judge the annoyance, thank it. It allows you to reclaim energy that can be better spent. 

Conduits of Artistry

We are conduits of energy, pulling in vibrations from higher realms and grounding them into third dimensional reality. We cannot not be conduits. It is our function, that for which we were created. What we can do is color the energy that passes through us through our beliefs about reality. There is no wrong way to be a conduit as there is no wrong way to breath. It is merely and gloriously that which we do to be here on earth. But how we flavor the energy that flows through us in each moment is our choice. Each cherished belief that we hold, which generates our thoughts and emotions, is encoded into the energy that passes through us and travels out into the world to be reflected back to us through what we choose to see. If we do not like what we see, we have the power and divine right to change our beliefs so to better color the energy to our liking. Thus we are third dimensional artists, taking the paints we have been given and by mixing and blending the colors of our beliefs, we paint our world with all the multidimensional possibilities that we allow ourselves to perceive. Be the glory that you want to see and your painting will unfold before you with magnificence.

Waiting

Sometimes my life becomes a parable. Earlier this week, northeast Ohio experienced the edge of Hurricane Sandy. My house was without power for nineteen hours, my place of employment closed for the day, many people lost trees and had damage to their homes. There are still people in the area without electricity. On Tuesday, I sat in my chair under blankets and my cats, reading a book by the light coming from my window. I had no power. There are many times where I have felt I had no power over the events and circumstances in my life. This year, I am now participating in the process of choosing conscious creation. However, I seem to have created a lag between what I intend and what is delivered unto me. This lesson has repeated over the course of this year. I ask the Universe for something and I wait. And after a time, I receive what I have asked for. But during the wait, I worry, I fuss, and I fall out of my power. So on Tuesday, once again, I ask the Universe for electricity, for “power” and then I wait for the Universe to deliver. I knew that there were brave men and women outside working on my behalf. I knew that yes, I would get my power, sooner or later. I knew that there was nothing physical to be done. But I also knew that nothing would be served by falling into worry and fear. So I read my book, made a salad, and trusted. And low and behold, power was restored. This pattern has appeared numerous times this year, not just with electricity. So I am coming to understand that the waiting period has value for me, that there is a gift in the waiting, an opportunity to trust, to release fear and worry, to stay in the present moment. I trust and allow Universal Energy to support me, to honor and bless me, this day and all the days of my life. And even the waiting supports my evolutionary path. 

Need and Want

GS: You have many belief systems wrapped around Need, Want and Desire as well as Enough, Not Enough and Too Much/Greedy. Untangling and decompressing these belief systems and exposing them to Divine Light will be most beneficial. You feel that just wanting is not enough to allow you to have something. But if you need it, meaning you can’t help yourself from wanting it, that somehow your existence is dependent upon having this, takes away your power of conscious creation and places it in the hands of Divine Whim. As the Rolling Stones gods once stated, you can’t always get what you want but if you try sometimes you get what you need. But Divine Whim is a paltry god. Such a pervasive belief system was originally designed to keep you safe yet has been warped from years and years of overuse to become a caricature of what was intended. Let fresh air blow inside your mind, dispersing ragged overthinking. Feel the light inside your heart grow and expand to fill your whole body and know that the Universe supports you in all your endeavors. Choose today, right now in this moment, to believe in your own sacred power to create your life through Divine and Self Love. Know that this is the most holy of missions, your purpose, why you are here on this rock in space and time. Allow yourself to receive the blessings that the Universe showers upon you as your due and rejoice in the magnificence of your existence. Blessed be.