There's a Light

GS: There is still a small thread of doubt within your mind. It winds its way within the shadows and tries to remain inconspicuous. But it sprays its poison where you least expect it. Please direct your attention away. Pay no attention to that snaky voice in the corner. It does not serve you or your highest interests. Focus instead on the core of you which is a brilliant light which banishes dark corners that harbor remnants of beliefs in fear. Focus on who you are and the knowledge and remembering of this core will do more for you in the third dimension than any self help book. Feel the majesty of your glory. There is a fanfare of sound and blazing light and a choir of angels as well. This is who you truly are not some weak scared little mouse. There is no false pride, no false sense of modesty. Just the glory of the god of you. Let your light shine. Let your essence infuse everything you do, everything you think. See yourself through eyes of love as well as everyone else. Caress yourself gently throughout your day, throughout your week. Wrap yourself in angelic arms of love and know that you are the emissary of the Universe.

Let's Make a Deal

So here it is. The first day and the last. I awaken to unlimited possibility. But in front of me is a wall of doors labeled “What do you want?” and “What do you choose?” I am on Let’s Make a Deal and the Monty Hall of the Universe is asking me which door do I want. “But I don’t know what is behind the doors!” I cry. Monty smiles enigmatically and waits for my answer.

GS: You want choices yet balk when offered them. How will you know what to choose? Which choice is right, which choice is best, which one will bring disappointment and heartbreak? How can you doubt the Universe to provide what you need? How can you doubt your own Greater Self in its capacity to understand and deliver precisely what is required? The sea is calm, the wind at your back. Your sail in unfurled and you are moving ahead regardless of your choices. Trust. We say this to you with all love and light. Trust. Every moment of your life is full of a multitude of details brought into your line of sight purely to delight you. Sink into your life. Smell each flower, taste each fruit. Caress the hand of the person beside you. Life is good, it is grand, it is the biggest gift you will ever be given. Take a deep breath and choose your blessing.

A Trigger is not just Roy Rogers' Horse

Throughout my journey this summer, I have been given certain words which seem to trigger me. They represent deeply held belief systems that I was unaware of so that I could choose to redirect my energy to beliefs of my own conscious choosing. These words are charged for me, like they are magic codes that unlock secret doors. Some of these words have been: boxed-in, helpless and powerless. This morning I got a new one in the writing below. Disappointment. I have believed in the power of disappointment - that no matter what I ask for, I will be disappointed. How can good things come to me with this belief? It is no wonder that I numbed out to what I truly want. Why want if I have doomed myself to disappointment? Well, ha! I am on to you now. Here is one belief in disappointment being chucked into the violet flame. I now choose to believe that the Universe brings to me exactly what I desire and I am delighted with the Universe!

GS: You tell yourself that you do not know what to do. Yet that is not true.  You are making different choices every day. You are choosing to wait for the opportunities to find you. You have placed your order out into the Universe and are waiting for the Universe to answer. This is a tenuous place that you feel you are in. Yet the Universe always answers so why do you doubt? But the Universe can only respond in a language that you understand. And this language is determined by what you believe, by what you allow yourself to receive. So you are in the process of adjusting your ears to hear and your eyes to see. You are allowing yourself to want but still carry the belief of disappointment. Drop this belief for it most certainly doesn’t serve you. In the past, when you asked for something you were invariably disappointed. See how your life reflects your beliefs? Trust the process, trust that all will be provided and let go of the need to be disappointed. Let go of the belief in disappointment and know that the Universe will deliver unto you all the orders that you have placed.  

Patience Grasshopper

Isn't it ironic how sometimes your life flows by so fast you can hardly keep up while othertimes it drags like a slow motion movie? I bounce back and forth between these viewpoints but most frequently notice how things do not seem to be happening fast enough for my expectations. Trust Diving Timing. Trust the Universe. My little self moans and shuffles her feet in restless anticipation.

GS: You are shifting away from one method of operating into another. This process is as fast as you choose it to be. There may be a belief that instant is good and slow is bad but both are valid choices as a means of experience. Swallowing a bite of delicious food whole may not be as enjoyable as relishing the sensation of the food in your mouth, So part of you is impatient for events to roll and things to happen when perhaps your focus could be more on the present moment, at the wondrous sights and sounds that surround you at any given time. The phrase Be Here Now comes to mind. You do not need to constantly watch the pot in order to assure that the water will boil. Just make sure you have put water in a pot, put the pot on the stove and turned on the burner and you can rest assured that the water will boil at the perfect time. Thus can you rest assured that your life’s creations shall manifest with divine timing. Relax your mind, dear one, and let her enjoy the moment. 

It is Time

There is surrender at work here. Surrendering up those parts of myself who thought she knew it all, had all the answers, must always be perfect and never make mistakes. These are all parts constructed by my mind. They are cardboard cutouts, not real and not made of flesh. Knocking them down, crushing them and recycling them into the pulp they came from is simple. The clear fresh wind of true being blows away these mental constructs. I know the truth of me. I know the truth of me like no one else does. My expression of me into the world and the universe allows that truth of me to materialize into form, allows others to share and experience my essence. Blessed be all of us, the Lightworkers, who have chosen this moment in space and time to be the vanguard of the new paradigm. We are the front runners and we light a candle for the world to see a new way of being, of expressing, of integrating love into physical form. Now I hold the candle for myself that I may see and know my own light, my own power and stake a claim to be the true creator that I am, that I have always been. I release the old paradigm, the doubts and fears and worries that have been the mainstay for creation for far too long. It is time, past time, for love to be born on this Earth, in each and every heart in each and every being on this Earth. The seed has been planted. Now is the time to bloom.

Turning on the Light

It seems, at least lately, that everything I think about, everything that my mind focuses and obsesses about, leads me back to this issue--trusting the Universe. I think this is what it means to surrender, to be willing to fall backwards off a cliff and know beyond a shadow of a doubt that I will be caught. It is a very disconcerting feeling and our minds label it as helpless, powerless. Yet this is the true meaning of the Course in Miracles statement "In my defenselessness my safety lies." In my ability and willingness to release all my mind constructs, to lay my soul bare, comes the space for the Universe/Source/My Greater Self to step in and fill me with the awareness of my true power, my true essence. And from this space, all things are possible. Blessed be.

GS: Feeling peace and love inside your heart when everything is calm and rosy is one thing. Being able to sustain these feelings when the weather is stormy is another. This is excellent practice for you. Contrast holding your light on in a brilliantly lit room versus a dark one. In the bright room, you can’t see your light because it blends so seamlessly with the rest of the light. However, in a dark room, your light shines out and blazes and its effects are very evident. So here you are, sitting in a dark room, practicing your light shining exercise. There is always the option to turn on the light in the room. The light switch is just under your hand. Turning on the room light allows you to see the corners, allow the highest information possible for you to perceive. So tapping into guidance, listening to your greater self, your guides and allies, is like turning on the room light. By turning on this switch, you light up a whole room. Yet the room is a part of a bigger structure and there are even ways to light the other rooms and hallways in this house. But that is another lesson so for today, just remember you have the ability to expand your awareness farther than you normally do in your day to day activity. You can see the whole room. You must merely turn on the ability to do so.  Seeing the whole room will give you finer information with which to base your decisions upon. Trust the Universe. It all ends up here and this is the greatest lesson for you now. 

Losing My Mind

This morning I was thinking about money and wondering what beliefs I hold that keep me in a space that struggles and worries about having enough. This is what came through. This may be one of the first instances where I have actually had a question and feel that it was answered. Cool.

GS: Your relationship with money is a tangled one. You want it to be there without you having to think about it. There is nothing intrinsically wrong with this idea yet you believe there is. You inherited the idea that money and possessions are something you must work hard for so money coming easily seems counter to that. You like nice things yet you feel guilty for having them. You feel excess is being greedy. You hold onto things for fear they will be gone. This is perhaps the most dense of your beliefs. Holding onto things stops the flow of universal abundance. The more your income reduces, the tighter you hold onto what is left. This fear of running out of things, money, love, parents, people, is at the core. The fear of losing. Imbalances occur when you overcompensate by over-consuming those things, food, books, that you allow yourself while obsessing over the lack in other areas of your life. This ties into the fear of not having creative power over your own life neatly. However, you have the creative power to release these beliefs in an instant as does everyone else. Do you fear to let go of a belief for fear of losing this as well? Your belief is familiar and while it may not have served you well, it has at least served you. What would happen to your life if you did not steer it with these old beliefs? Perhaps a space for new things would open. Perhaps you can choose new beliefs based in love, in a safe universe, based in wholeness and completeness. You need not search for completeness outside of yourself. If you are whole within, then there is nothing you can lose that will have any effect. You can never be less than the magnificence that you are. Feel the wholeness. From a knowledge of the wholeness that is your divine essence, you can allow the flow of abundance to flow through you, soaking in what you love and passing it on to all who you meet and transact with. This participation in the flow of abundance comes from and stems from your innate being that is wholeness and love. Choose wholeness. Choose to know the wholeness that you already are. Feel this shift now. As so it is.